We are Trapped in an Illusion and It's Really Disturbing

We are born to suffer. I was in a loop of thoughts about how disturbing life is. We are born without asking; someone brings us into this world just as a part of their pleasure mechanism. They say that god created us, and at the same time they also believe in science that completely destroys the sense of god. If science proves God an illusion, then why are millions still going to church, and why is it kept as a tradition? Just because they need money, they need to follow an entire society behind their dumb rules. Even though some highly respected people wrote down many scriptures about this world's reality, the authority just destroyed them and rewrote them completely to satisfy some dumb fucks completely.

Then we grew up in a broken system, in a disturbing environment that a little child cannot comprehend. In between criminals. They are teaching us, but what? Some stupid things that they said were valuable but really useless for 99.99% of the people in their entire lifetime. They are selling hopes and pleasure, trading out time for their illusion to keep going. These schools are like hell, much worse than a mental hospital. Only someone truly mesmerized by their fake promises or who really has some wealth can survive this part. Because even in a meaningless world, the greedy humans do anything to gain or keep their weak wealth and power. They like torturing the poor. Shit.

disturbing life

They say for us to believe in God and everything will one day be okay, even for problems actually created by them and actively done by them. Many stupid people believe this and go to religious places to just spend their money for rituals that indirectly go to authorities' stomachs. No matter what they did, the poor stay poor, and the wealthy stay wealthy. They say we all are one, but there is a big gap between us all the time. that they will never accept in public but that always has been and always will be. That's what the real disturbing thing is. We can't see a creature in this world that attacks its own kind, but humans… seriously.

There is a lot to say, and none of this just came to my mind after consuming some videos or blogs; this is exactly my 20+ years of experience in this prison called life. If anyone just woke up and showed the willingness to speak against them. Then this person gets blacklisted in the entire economy. Authorities don't need anyone who questions them but exactly obeys them. Who works for them. If a highly intelligent person talks against their practices, then he doesn't get a future or life he deserves; instead, he will be in hell for his entire life. That's why many illegal activists live today.